Quando os Ensinamentos Silenciam

Estava em uma comunidade espiritual, mas sentia-se perdido. A existência parecia carecer de sentido. Por mais que tentasse compreender os conceitos que aprendera, algo ainda faltava — as palavras e os ensinamentos já não eram suficientes.

Então decidiu enfrentar o mundo de frente. Acreditava que, ao encarar a vida fora dos muros do espiritual, talvez tudo ganhasse algum sentido. Subiu em sua moto e percorreu vários quilômetros até chegar a uma cidade grande. Tinha apenas o nome de uma pessoa que poderia acolhê-lo; o restante dependia unicamente dele. Nada mais.

Indicaram-lhe uma fazenda espiritual, pois quem o conhecia só enxergava nele a dimensão mística. No entanto, o que o aguardava era algo totalmente distinto daquilo que seus amigos — e ele próprio — imaginava sobre o caminho a ser trilhado. Requer coragem.

Nunca soube, de fato, o que aconteceu. As coisas simplesmente foram acontecendo: portas se abriram, outras se fecharam, sem que tivesse controle ou mesmo vontade. Ele não sabia o que queria. Estava mergulhado no universo anímico, mas não sabia como agir. Apenas pensava, sentia... e chorava. Nada mais.

He was in a spiritual community, but he felt lost. Life seemed to lack meaning. No matter how hard he tried to understand the concepts he had learned, something was still missing — words and teachings were no longer enough.

So he decided to face the world head on. He believed that by facing life outside the walls of the spiritual, perhaps everything would make sense. He got on his motorcycle and rode several kilometers until he reached a big city. He only had the name of a person who could welcome him; the rest depended solely on him. Nothing more.

They told him about a spiritual farm, because those who knew him only saw the mystical dimension in him. However, what awaited him was something completely different from what his friends — and he himself — imagined about the path he would follow. It required courage.

He never really knew what happened. Things simply happened: doors opened, others closed, without his control or even will. He didn't know what he wanted. I was immersed in the psychic universe, but I didn't know how to act. I just thought, felt... and cried. Nothing more.